My commitment to you here is honesty. What I know is that when we’re feeling alone with our darkest thoughts, we’re not always sure someone else has felt the way we do. I think we’re more similar than we are different. Maybe my truth will reassure you that you are definitely not alone.
While my fear list may not be in order of worst to least fearful, there is a definite “these are the big scary ones”, and “these are the lesser fears. My bet is that you haven’t come away from whatever part of this journey you’re on without collecting a few of your own along the way.